It Is What It Is

Though I am one person who doesn't live in regret, I would trade what is left of my life to redo much of my past. The path that has grown me to who I am now has been long, hard, and unsupervised. I strive for things for which there is no true model. And that is my life. I have come to terms with that and the fact that it is what it is. I can't change the past or the life that I led during it - but I have have changed - I will change in the future. The life's lessons paid to be here now have been a heavy cost (relatively, everything is relative) and all I can do now is be and let others be with me. Let those embrace what it is embrace all that I have to offer. Fate works in such ways that lead to this. There is no coincidence. Why? Because the physics of the universe don't allow it. Everything is defined by a set of rules that have a conclusion for every action. In the end there is a balance, and sometimes even a harmony or chaos. Relatively. Look at everything. There is balance. We wouldn't exist otherwise. And for this very reason that we are in balance and cannot change who we are meant to be and what futures lies ahead for any of us, we can influence how we decide to react to this nature. If we chose to obide by emotions that are not relative to the immediate time - then that is fate, and everything that sprouts from that as well. We have our place, whatever it is. If we chose to control - then it was our fate to control - our obligation or chosen duty was a result of a series of events. And a series of events that cannot be changed. Why? Because noone is perfect - and if there was such a thing as life perfection - people would cookie cut it and make it their own. Say it is bullshit but why really did you do that? You don't know. You can rationalize, but in all reality - you don't know. Ok. Live your life by the rules that you do and always be surprised and confused rather than just embracing the life that results from it. It could always be better or worse - but it always is. Period. And whatever it is (or isn't) It is what it is - and I will always be here, the best that I can be, unconditional - because I get it - nothing will stop me from becoming - all I can change is how I decide to react to my future - how will you decide to react with me?